... I'll find my way back home :)

2009年5月12日星期二

上午5:09

Reading back on all my vain extremities and overwhelming lack of confidence (portrayed ever-so-clearly in my childish rants to jules and iz), I must say, above all things, I REGRET.
I regret liking you
I regret caring so much about what you thought
I regret changing myself
I regret letting you drag me down
I regret the stupid haircut, silly highlights, painful contacts, grandma sense-of-style.
I regret caring, for the briefest moment, that I wasn't pretty enough for you;
that I'll never be pretty enough for you.

and most of all, I regret sacrificing the hyper girl
who never cared about what others thought of her;
the one who could run outside with unshaved legs and super-thick glasses and still feel worthy.
the one who loved her maths
loved her art
loved night and day, autumn's wind, the ticking of the clock
the rain, the sun -- everything.

&she loves you :D

AIR.
feb 23rd '93
ycis bj

- gylc!
- learn korean!
- piano merit!
-crystal grand piano :D

Ahmed [Junior]
Ailynn [Daughter]
Alvin
Benjamin [Sumo/Laogong]
Careen [Cousin!]
Chinjie [Chinkie/Pexie]
Darren
Izabel [Bestie xD]
Josh [Cousin!]
Peisu
Renee
Yidan [Twin]
Yi-min
Zhengyi [Furrybear]
Zhongren [Mom]

designer joy.deprived
fonts&brushes x x x
images x
image hosting x
software
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- SPECIAL THANKS TO AHMED FOR HELPING WITH THE LAYOUT.